It's grey outside, big grey clouds are covering the sky. It's cold after a period of time with summer-like weather, it's rainy and a bit stormy.

This is what I see looking out of my window: The roofs of our garages, a piece of our garden and the street behind our house, but above all: Grey!
I should be glad this morning, actually, because there are two weeks off ahead, Easter break. But I'm feeling as grey as the weather outside. Maybe I am simply exhausted, but I have been sleeping for 15 hours this night after I fell in bed yesterday afternoon after our shopping tour. And I woke up with a bad migraine.
Sometimes I think my last power is gone, sucked up by all the things that happened over the last years. And I'm afraid that it won't come back. I'm saying for years that there must be urgently more free time in my life, but it grows worse from month to month. To save a little bit of my energy I called craftsmen for doing the bathrooms, but I wonder if it would have been better doing all by myself, because they left so much crap, so much dirt and demolition, so much things I have to correct and redo that I wonder if their work is worth a single Cent. I did not learn all these kinds of work, but I do it much better than they do. And I'm angry and annoyed when seeing the results of their work. Hey, and it costs my money!
Monday the plumber will (hopefully, you never know if he really shows up) come for the last time and install the sinks and toilets and after he is gone I won't let in any craftsman again, I swear!
I'm sitting here, powerless, but having so much to do. The ceiling of the bathroom in the upper story has to be painted today, the floor (which one of the craftsmen layed yesterday) needs a major redo, because it's all not correct what he did, the floor in the bathroom downstairs - same mess, which has to be re-done today. The walls in the bathroom downstairs need to be wallpapered before the sinks will be installed and I have to paint and sand both doors in the bathrooms. These are my tasks for today.
Maybe I'm feeling better after a good cup of coffee...
The only good thing that happened is that Anna did her last difficult test before she can make her Bachelor of Arts. She did it well and it was a difficult test which most of the students don't pass and which could be the end for their study at all. We have been suffering a lot until the results were out on last Thursday. She passed the test very well and this was the last obstacle before her exam. You can't imagine how glad I am about her success! The next week she will decide if she does her exam at once or if she needs another seminar to make her grades one percent better for doing her Master of Arts. I'm proud of my daughter. She is a wonderful young woman.
Well, I should get ready for my work today and do my duty to get the bathrooms done before Easter. And I want to have a clean house again until then. So I should get my ass out of the chair and do something. Sigh!
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